Vempca

Please forgive the life I lead..

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Easier by Vempca, literature

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Easier

It's easier to run It's easier to hide It's easier to find myself When I'm on the other side It's easier to ignore It's easier to lie Some even seem to think That it's easier to die We could be and would be Someone simply great But.. It's easier to run It's easier to hide It's easier to find myself When I'm on the other side Can't face this reality Wish it was nothing but a dream Can't face even the best of friends It's just not as it seems It's not that easy in my head Why can't they understand? (Can't make them understand because) It's easier to run It's easier to hide It's easier to find myself When I'm on the othe

This Christmas Night by Vempca, literature

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This Christmas Night

Outside, it is cold... Dad's building a fire Mom's making cookies We've already put up the tree At the next big snow fall, We will make a snowman Every year it's the same In my house, There are no more children It was more festive when I was young With talk of Santa Rudolph is in the distance And we are dancing in the snow This Christmas will be one to remember For this year we will have children Snow angels, snowmen, and snowball fights But best of all we will have family On this years beautiful Christmas night

Contradiction by Vempca, literature

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Contradiction

I'm sleeping but I'm watching I'm silently singing I'm a soulless soul I'm shattered and repaired It's my own contradiction You have yours, I have mine I'm a mindless contradiction I'm ironically expected I'm intentionally accidental I'm cold as hell I'm a piece of precious trash It's my own contradiction I'm my own hypocrite Suffocating with my own infliction A promise no one ever kept I'm sleepwalking while awake I'm quietly shouting I'm mindlessly thinking I'm perfectly broken

- Echo - by Vempca, literature

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- Echo -

It seems so late In this cold dark day I've been wondering why I'm straying away Unbreakable as my spirit seems to be I'll break away As soon as you're away from me Fragile my thoughts Hopeful are my dreams I'll stay with you As long as you'll have me And hope that it will be forever You are everything I know All I can think about Everything I've ever dreamed The one and only The one forever For me Your every word echoes through my soul Piece by piece it's swallowed down Every word left in my mind Your voice saves me Forever more

Ribbon by Vempca, literature

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Ribbon

my mind is working over-drive it overheats when i open my eyes nobody knows but me my soul is contained in a box the box is contained by a ribbon the ribbon is held in the hands of... the hands of someone greater than i he doesn't know and likely won't for all that look at the outside see nothing but a box a box a ribbon the hands the box is bland the ribbon is red the hands are worn and loving but he looks from the outside in the box to him is my form of protection the ribbon to him is a part of my heart the hands belong to him alone

Stay by Vempca, literature

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Stay

Stay No matter the situation He'll stay No matter how scared He'll stay with me A scare or two Always expected The love that stays between us Always seems to cure Come whatever may His eyes The most soothing possible gaze His eyes could calm a storm They have before And I know that he'll stay Reassure my soul Be sure you say it forever Please know that my heart is yours As long as you'll take me But stay No matter the situation Please stay No matter how scared Just stay with me I need you, and you know it

One Broken Word by Vempca, literature

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One Broken Word

Have you ever noticed In walking through life That most of the people are sleepwalking? Have you ever seen the duplicate Of your own dying eyes? Looking into those Of the brain-dead masses Do you see life yet stirring? Zombified hearts with liquid non-souls Corrupt the bodies and minds of those Who can still be seen in full potential Raped in a sense of decorated being In which all Living Dead Asleep and numb Are the same The swirl of injustice wrapping and wrapping Around the beauty that once was Around the sanity that once existed Yet still we release this one. Broken. Word.

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Easier by Vempca, literature

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R.E.M. by Vempca, literature

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R.E.M.

What keeps you up at night What keeps you up at night Fear of fears? Fear of nightmares? Terror, terror, panic Wake up Fall asleep and dream great dreams Forget your pains Forget the world Forget it all... It's something you're not allowed to say Repose What keeps you up at night Ever haunting thoughts? Asthmatic non-breaths? Your jerking heart? Keep them away and perfection comes Fear of paradoxical sleep Overruns your usual process Contemplating the simple word -Rapid- Overwhelming feelings take over -Eye- You begin to quake with... -Movement- Dread

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Contradiction

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- Echo -

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United States
Deviant for 18 years
myspace.com/toxic_kandy_kid
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Current Residence: An Invisible Hole...
Favourite genre of music: Rock - Metal - Techno
Favourite photographer: Blank-Expressionism <3
Favourite style of art: Yes
Operating System: Windows XP
MP3 player of choice: iPod 30GB
Shell of choice: Fur :3 wait shell? .... turtles?
Wallpaper of choice: Sexy Sexy Chris
Skin of choice: Someone elses
Favourite cartoon character: Momiji, Yuki, Inuyasha, Vash, \
Personal Quote: \

Favourite Visual Artist

StormyZoonoc, Daichym, Shad-zee, Rache-engel

Favourite Movies

The Crow

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Otep

Favourite Writers

Edgar Allan Poe and NeedyWriter

Favourite Games

Freek Style, Pokemon XD, or Pokemon Pearl

Favourite Gaming Platform

PS2, Game Cube, pr Nintendo DS (I lost my DS) TT_TT

Tools of the Trade

Airbrush, Camera, Pencils, Glowsticks

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Singing, Photography, poi, music

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Vempca

Apr 8, 2009

~-::{([Dear DA])}::-~

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I fucking know that I don't have a subscription!  I've ad DA for many years without one, and I don't need one now. LEAVE ME ALONE! Geeze...  So annoying.  Also, our lovely DA has caused me to gain a virus and is flooding me with pop-ups.  I don't get pop-ups from any other site, but for some reason DA is getting around my pop-up blocker... -_-

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Mar 23, 2009

~-::{([Birthday and stuff])}::-~

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Soooo I got the new Pokemon game (Platinum) which came out today (yes I know it is midnight EST and technically it's the 23rd).  I was suppose to be in Maryland, but that's okay.  Oh and um... I'm alive by the way.  Took me three months to post my first journal of the year AND I didn't post my Crizmaz journal this year.  I also just realized that the new Fruits Basket is out and I don't have it... Oh well. Anyway, I'm going to Maryland tomorrow... my bus leaves at 8:45am.  This should be a fun trip.  Little does Chris' mom know, I will be staying until the 11th.  The only reason I don't care to tell her is that I was suppose to leave yesterd

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Dec 9, 2008

~-::{([Updates + Movie meme thingy])}::-~

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Edit: One year and three months. ^_^ I get to spend Christmas and New Years with Chris!!!  Yaaaay!!!  I'm also going to Michigan the 19th and 20th for a concert and then we're off to VA, but I'll never tell when we're actually going to VA. =D Take THAT, Miss Roxie!  ^_^  Also tomorrow = one year and three months.  I <3 my nerd.  I also got my senior pictures last week (a little late, don't you think?!).  I don't really like how they came out, but whatever.  I didn't even get to pick out which ones were printed... mom was an ass about the entire thing.  "I have to pay so I get to pick." wtf.  They're my pictures of ME for my senior year, s